The above picture is my happy and proud face. First I haven't wrote on this blog for like eight months. Life have been really interesting. Through trails, I have a clearer definition of who I am. My eyes are open and my self esteem have improved. I thank God for that. I was very lost.
So on my last post I was in a fellowship addiction program called FA. It is a marvelous program with excellent people. I just love sugar and flour soo much that I just can't see myself not eating it forever...or if I do eat it and break my abstinence I will have to start the process over. I was feeling a certain type of way when I had to start over the last time. I had a person that wanted me to sponsor her....but I made the decision to stuff my face with some candy/Slurpee and had to start over.
That is the past, I can't let that failed attempt stop me from obtaining my goals. My schedule is soo hectic, I need to find some balance/order. I am making ME a priority. I started my workout/food plan today. I never thought that I would buckle done and pay $120 a month for a gym membership on top of a $30. Getting up and going to a 5:30am Boot Camp class. I have never thought that I will be a frequent shopper at a fruit/vegetable market. GOD IS GOOD!
Today, I had a really good workout. I instantly wanted to quit my workout after 5 minutes!!! I gave it my all and I finished....drinking half of my daily water requirement. God is just amazing! If it wasn't for the Lord on my side...where would I be.
