Monday, April 14, 2014

Starting Over

The above picture is my happy and proud face.  First I haven't wrote on this blog for like eight months.  Life have been really interesting.  Through trails, I have a clearer definition of who I am.  My eyes are open and my self esteem have improved.  I thank God for that.  I was very lost.  

So on my last post I was in a fellowship addiction program called FA.  It is a marvelous program with excellent people.  I just love sugar and flour soo much that I just can't see myself not eating it forever...or if I do eat it and break my abstinence I will have to start the process over.  I was feeling a certain type of way when I had to start over the last time.  I had a person that wanted me to sponsor her....but I made the decision to stuff my face with some candy/Slurpee and had to start over.

That is the past, I can't let that failed attempt stop me from obtaining my goals.  My schedule is soo hectic, I need to find some balance/order.  I am making ME a priority.  I started my workout/food plan today.  I never thought that I would buckle done and pay $120 a month for a gym membership on top of a $30. Getting up and going to a 5:30am Boot Camp class.  I have never thought that I will be a frequent shopper at a fruit/vegetable market.  GOD IS GOOD!

Today,  I had a really good workout. I instantly wanted to quit my workout after 5 minutes!!!  I gave it my all and I finished....drinking half of my daily water requirement.  God is just amazing!  If it wasn't for the Lord on my side...where would I be.
 

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